How I Became a Muse for Kings
My Journey into Allure and King Making
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Going from a post-feminist, āgirlbossā upbringing to a life rooted in allure and king making has been a journey.
For a long time I had zero allure.
I resisted the natural polarity that makes women HAPPY with men. I confused power with control, and control with safety. This led to all kinds of crappy male-relating like:
powering through songs when I fronted rock bands, channeling sex and force on stage, then disrespecting or emasculating men afterward.
arguing with male bar owners twice my age just to get a hundred bucks.
enjoying tons of male āfriendsā who I went to shows with, played music with or laughed with, but never feeling desired or pursued by them
dating insecure men who let my ādark motherā energy consume them with smothering, judging, devouring.
holding back my eros in spiritual spaces where only the āgood girl,ā āfeministā or āselfless motherā was welcome. My seduction had no place and my fire was unwelcome.
over-sharing my eros in online spaces to try and over-compensate, ending up feeling exhausted and desperate.
There was no room for melting into maleness as king/ father/ lover/ provider or softening into my feminine essence as holy daughter. I couldnāt receive the masculine. I could only āgameā it, mother it, or fight it.
But something cracked open.
Through 7 years of inner alchemy, devotion to feminine arts, and rewilding, I started to meet Godā¦not as some scary punisher, but his heart. I let myself become HIS daughter, HIS angel, HIS love. This was a HUGE breakthrough!
New kinds of masculine protective and providing energy began showing up in my life. I noticed a much deeper trust with men that mirrored the security in my soul- the most freeing kind of love you could imagine!
I had to empty out a lot of ego to honor this healthy masculine force, and a nice side effect is allure.
Allure
Over the last few years Iāve been learning about feminine allureā¦ironically from a man! (If youād like his name message me, he has some great ebooks and is creating a movement in the beauty industry!)
Allure has everything to do with mastering your qi or life force energy (chiā¦also called āpranaā in yoga!)
You can think of āqiā as tiny particles of lightā¦but plasmic. Plasmic is electric, like a neon lightā¦it emits light a little differently. In my research of ālight plasmaā I came across this:
āPlasma lighting systems often use high-frequency electromagnetic fields to excite the plasma and produce light.ā
Soā¦we can āexciteā these tiny particles of light inside ourself! By attuning more deeply to our body, central channel, chakras, meridians, pulse, and breath- we are activating light in a more beautiful way (allure) IN OUR VERY OWN BODY!
We can manipulate light as alchemical expression. I donāt think we are every really ācausingā beautyā¦but this path helps you open to it.
I can now walk through the halls of a casino, feel the gaze of men, and not receive it as a threat. I can let their energy into my field a bit, emanate a natural smile, and stay in my body while in resonance with their field.
Of course, itās still awkward sometimes- especially when I feel certain men psychically pulling on me with intense hunger. And some days I look away because, well, I feel more like āpeasant girlā than an alluring woman. Still, Iām learning how to stay soft instead of shutting down.
Transformation isnāt something you force. The ego wants to control the process, but the ego has to die in order to discover allure.
Iām not talking about being sexually available to everyone, but about cultivating a presence that is open, warm, trustworthy to a courageous man. A presence that tells a king: you can relax here. You can be met. You can be seen.
King Making
If youāre a man awakening into your king energy, I see you. Maybe youāve felt like a peasant boyā¦.or the jester. I honor your path to more power.
We often think power is corrupt so we avoid it, or we idolize it as something we need to pursue. But power is within us. Itās primalā¦ancientā¦just covered in layers of conditioning, wounding, and self-protection.
The real work is about re-wildingā¦allowing life to reorient around your core. When you do that, reality begins to shift.
If youād like to hire me as a muse, come see me about king making. You donāt have to walk it alone.
Calling Kings & Muses
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(source: https://www.lrc.rpi.edu/programs/NLPIP/lightingAnswers/pdf/print/PlasmaLightingSystems.pdf)
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